I have my Christmas list pretty much written up, but I'm just not ready to start buying anything really. It's just not a priority for me, because... Well, I'm not looking forward to Christmas. Why should I? What am I to expect? Last year I spent Christmas Eve/Day with my family and John. This year? Let's just say my mother and I pretty much stopped talking after she said some rather hurtful things to me. I'm invisible in my house. They do shit and leave me out of it. More than likely, the only way I am seeing John is if Allister comes before Christmas. Not looking forward to Thanksgiving for pretty much the same reason... I probably wont eat that day. Fuck I hardly eat these days. I just don't feel like it. Life is complicated to say the least.










And cheers for the fav!
It's much appreciated
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Begin at the beginning until you come to the end, then stop.
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Twisted dreams.
Hated pleasures.
I'll enjoy your pain.
"you do realize whenever someone says theyre showering people think of them nekkid right?" -James
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Begin at the beginning until you come to the end, then stop.
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Twisted dreams.
Hated pleasures.
I'll enjoy your pain.
"you do realize whenever someone says theyre showering people think of them nekkid right?" -James
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Begin at the beginning until you come to the end, then stop.
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When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest-Linkin Park, ost Twilight
And cheers for the fav and watch!
It's much appreciated
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