I'll give you the must read funny story and then you can feel free to ignore the rest.

Kayla's grad party. hahaha Most of us were in the living room and the rest were in her room. Two of the guys come running in telling us the guy across the street is watching porn and you can see it perfectly from Kayla's window. Who get's up and runs to see? Steph, myself, and tag along Jada. So we get in there and we're all sitting on the bed or crowding around it to see. Well, then Steph asked if what we were seeing was a boob. It was some blurry shape. Then, someone else pointed out that it was the guy standing up. He stood with his back to the tv, completely in front of it, hands on his hips and looking back at us. We all ran. It was hilarious. I will always remember that.

Samuel turned one... Yay. One year ago I was getting released from the hospital (the 14th) and taking him home. I'm pregnant again. I wish I could say Yay to that. I have been excited on and off through this pregnancy despite that it's been the pregnancy from Hell and I'm only 16 weeks along.

I have so much shit going on. SO MUCH SHIT. Like you can't even begin to imagine what I'm going through. Really. Just try... And if you were to say you could, I'd call you a fucking liar. Seriously. I'm not going to go over everything. I don't even want to talk about it. There are like three people privileged to that anymore. Knowing what's going on completely I mean. If you share your problems with me and complain to me about something most every time I talk to you, you aren't one of them. Honestly, keep your shit to yourself. I just don't care. I CAN'T care. I'm sorry. I don't care how good of a friend you are. I DO NOT want to hear about your problems. They are NOTHING in comparison to mine. No, I'm not bragging. How can you sit their and complain about your shit if you even know a 1/10 of what's going on in MY life. Now that's selfish. Not the fact that I can't emotionally handle listening to other peoples problem anymore. I have a list of the people who are my top priority. I even has an order. Very few are on it right now. I'm too weak to worry about taking care of everyone anymore. Don't bother asking if you make the list. John's the only one who knows the list and that's because it's been a standing list for a bit now. You wanna know if you're on it? Ask him. I wont talk about it just like anything else.