~MercilessDarkness

So, I'm pretty much going to fail. I lack the motivation to do work. I don't even care. School is the least of my worries. I have a test in Anatomy and Physiology on Friday that I'm pretty much not going to pass. I need to study for it, but there's no one to help me. What does it matter? Soon I'll be late for school every day too. Why should I bother? I almost feel like giving up now. I'm too depressed to care.

James keeps IMing me and I keep no responding... Think he'll take the hint? I just don't feel like talking. I'm miserable and I just keep crying. So, he'll want to cheer me up. It's a nice thought, but it's irritating. I'd prefer to be left alone.

I'm officially not going to be seeing George anymore. He told me to leave right then, but when I did go to he wouldn't let me. He layed on his bed and shut the door with his foot and wouldn't move it. Then, he took the doornob out. I tried opening it with a pen, but that didn't work cuz the hole was a square. I managed to open it with a key cuz it fit diagnally across. Then he got really mad. He tried to say he didn't care and whatever, but was sure to make me leave then.